Conversations With Myself – 0813

There are so many things I want to do. Start.

Where do I begin? What do you care about the most?

Now? Then when?

I think something has fundamentally changed within me. Just say it.

I feel I have a bigger purpose. This feeling I feel, it is defining me in a new way. This intensity, it is not for everyone. Just say it.

I want to help people. How?

Maybe by sharing experiences. Whose?

Mine, and others. I want to lend an ear, be the voice of those unheard, unsure, unnoticed. Why now?

Have you ever had a calling? Maybe I am yours.

What is the value? Where is it? How is it fair? When my conscience is asking me these questions, I know I have to find the answers. Where?

Where you lead me. Will you follow?

I will sure as hell try. And maybe I will hesitate, or falter, but I will not stop.

You seem to have opened your eyes. I definitely have opened my mind.

There is a long way to go. I know.

You will need to be brave. I know that too.

You will need to persist. I’ve done anything but.

So you think you can do it? I know I have to try.

Are you ready?

Are you?

Are we ever?

Does it matter?

I think it’s time.

 

P.S. We all have moments when we think to ourselves, talk to ourselves, contemplate our life, our choices, our calling. It in these moments of truth that you hear your own calling. I am braving up to follow mine, and I hope you do too. In the days to come, I am going to attempt to open my heart through my words and write about this.

If these words inspire you to explore your own thoughts, it is my purpose that would be fulfilled. If you find a connection in my journey, I would encourage you to follow Destination Humanity – another soul, another journey, another story – more connections.

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5 Comments

  1. I loved this post and how the structure of the conversation changed in the middle. It sounds like a great beginning and I’m looking forward to seeing where it will bring you. We will persist. ❤ and thank you so much for the references to my blog xx have a lovely week, you brave soul!

    1. Oh, and I can definitely identify with the “helping” part. It’s kinda hard to find out how we’re supposed to make a difference if we can’t save life like doctors but I’m sure we will find our way ❤

      1. thank you so much for your support and inspiration frankly! And yes, we will definitely persist and find our own way to help. I truly believe any relief that we can provide, through our words, photos, actions, can uplift a life and help tremendously!

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